I am trying to get to the place of being present in each moment. I live in stress each moment wondering if I can pay this bill or if I can finish all my projects I have laid out in my head. The thoughts in my head are always racing of what to do or how to plan so I won't get hurt. It’s like a 3 ring circus in my mind. Moments get lost in thoughts and movements of my heart get pushed aside. I begin to wonder if I can control any movement of my heart or mind. I am going to try to stop and take a deep breathe and think of only of the moment before me. Instead of looking at the future every waking moment of each day, I want to start in today and not question why or how or when this or that will happen. If I took today and loved those in front of me and used all my energy to stop the thoughts pounding inside of me maybe then I'd have a moment to breathe, so the here's to this moment. Cheers!
